understand if they do therapy through e-mail i do not believe so…Better Help Humana… however i actually choose video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would be able to construct off of what we had currently been type of discussing and a few of the concerns that we have been talking about and so it did not end up being um it didn’t end up being what i desired it to be she appeared to be actually distracted it remained in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer system like she never ever for like she would take a look at me every now and then but most likely 97 of the time she was searching in another direction which didn’t truly make me feel like i was harmed or being listened to therefore she you know was also like on her phone and just i do not know it just was actually strange now much better hope they they only utilize licensed therapists and so i had actually looked this uh looked her up because i just wished to make sure whatever was legitimate and it was um however the um you know how they say you understand like bedside good manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i do not actually understand what it would be phone side mentor video side manner i do not understand treatment side way heard manner didn’t work for me um and so like i stated i i didn’t truly feel as if i the something that i wished to do most like i stated was a video alternative i didn’t truly feel as if that was the greatest fit of my therapist now we did have actually you understand in-depth conversation however um there were there were long times when i would state particular things and
she would react with something that was like incredibly random or sometimes she was you understand react to what i said or like i do not understand it simply didn’t appear like she was extremely present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are signing up for a therapist you have to submit like this survey and they assign you to somebody therefore i filled out the survey once again um and it you need to go into you know well i went into depth on my situation therefore that didn’t truly feel great to need to go through that procedure all over once again um but i was like whatever so that brand-new therapist got assigned to me and then she sent me a message that stated you really ought to be trying to find somebody who focuses on this i would encourage you to alter your company so then i had to fill up out the um survey again go through that whole injury of filling it out once again and after that i was appointed to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist but she still was responsive sufficient and so then i signed up for a video for Better Help Humana
so it cost me 272 dollars which was with the financial assistance um and the the something that i actually really delighted in about um better assistance was the reality that i might talk to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i began doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting backward and forward speaking with her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i decided that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video choice therefore when i did that um the chemistry and the relationship and all of the important things that i felt like we constructed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.