understand if they do therapy through e-mail i do not think so…Better Help/Kirk… but i really prefer video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would be able to develop off of what we had already been type of talking about and a few of the concerns that we have actually been going over and so it did not end up being um it didn’t end up being what i desired it to be she appeared to be really sidetracked it was in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never for like she would look at me every so often but probably 97 of the time she was looking in another direction which didn’t really make me feel like i was hurt or being listened to and so she you know was likewise like on her phone and just i don’t know it simply was actually strange now much better hope they they only utilize licensed therapists therefore i had looked this uh looked her up since i simply wanted to make certain everything was legit and it was um but the um you understand how they say you know like bedside manners like with doctors i didn’t um i don’t actually understand what it would be phone side coach video side way i don’t understand therapy side manner heard manner didn’t work for me um therefore like i stated i i didn’t truly feel as if i the something that i wished to do most like i stated was a video choice i didn’t really feel as if that was the greatest suit of my therapist now we did have really you understand in-depth discussion however um there were there were long times when i would say certain things and
she would react with something that resembled extremely random or in some cases she was you understand respond to what i said or like i don’t understand it just didn’t appear like she was extremely present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the much better health platform therefore when you are registering for a therapist you have to submit like this survey and they designate you to someone and so i filled out the survey once again um and it you have to go into you understand well i went into depth on my situation therefore that didn’t really feel great to have to go through that process all over again um however i was like whatever so that brand-new therapist got designated to me and then she sent me a message that said you really ought to be searching for someone who concentrates on this i would encourage you to change your company so then i needed to fill up out the um questionnaire again go through that entire trauma of filling it out again and after that i was assigned to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist but she still was responsive enough therefore then i signed up for a video for Better Help/Kirk
so it cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial aid um and the the one thing that i actually really delighted in about um better help was the truth that i might speak to my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i began doing i was i was talking with my therapist non-stop through text so we were texting back and forth talking with her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wished to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video choice and so when i did that um the chemistry and the connection and all of the things that i felt like we developed simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.