understand if they do therapy through e-mail i don’t think so…Better Help Meme… but i really prefer video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would be able to build off of what we had actually already been type of speaking about and a few of the problems that we have actually been going over therefore it did not end up being um it didn’t turn out to be what i desired it to be she appeared to be actually distracted it was in my mind it was like she was playing solitaire or something on her computer system like she never for like she would look at me every once in a while but probably 97 of the time she was searching in another instructions and that didn’t actually make me seem like i was injured or being listened to therefore she you understand was also like on her phone and simply i do not know it just was really odd now better hope they they just use certified therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up because i simply wished to make certain whatever was legitimate and it was um but the um you know how they state you understand like bedside good manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i do not actually know what it would be phone side mentor video side way i don’t understand therapy side manner heard way didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t really feel as if i the one thing that i wished to do most like i said was a video alternative i didn’t truly feel as if that was the strongest match of my therapist now we did have truly you know extensive conversation but um there existed were some times when i would state particular things and
she would react with something that resembled very random or sometimes she was you know react to what i stated or like i do not understand it simply didn’t look like she was incredibly present um so i got a new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are signing up for a therapist you need to complete like this survey and they designate you to someone therefore i filled out the survey once again um and it you need to go into you know well i went into depth on my situation therefore that didn’t truly feel great to need to go through that procedure all over once again um however i was like whatever so that brand-new therapist got assigned to me and then she sent me a message that said you really need to be trying to find somebody who concentrates on this i would encourage you to alter your supplier so then i needed to fill up out the um survey again go through that whole injury of filling it out once again and then i was appointed to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist however she still was responsive enough and so then i registered for a video for Better Help Meme
so it cost me 272 dollars which was with the financial assistance um and the the something that i actually really enjoyed about um better help was the fact that i could talk with my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i began doing i was i was speaking with my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting backward and forward speaking to her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video option therefore when i did that um the relationship and the chemistry and all of the things that i seemed like we built just wasn’t there and i didn’t.