know if they do treatment through e-mail i do not believe so…Better Help Mental Health Subsidiary… however i actually prefer video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would have the ability to construct off of what we had actually already been kind of speaking about and a few of the issues that we have been going over therefore it did not end up being um it didn’t end up being what i desired it to be she appeared to be really distracted it remained in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer system like she never ever for like she would look at me every now and then however probably 97 of the time she was searching in another direction which didn’t actually make me seem like i was injured or being listened to therefore she you understand was also like on her phone and simply i don’t understand it just was really odd now much better hope they they only use certified therapists therefore i had looked this uh looked her up due to the fact that i just wanted to make certain whatever was legitimate and it was um however the um you understand how they say you understand like bedside manners like with doctors i didn’t um i don’t truly know what it would be phone side mentor video side way i don’t understand treatment side way heard way didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t actually feel as if i the one thing that i wished to do most like i stated was a video alternative i didn’t actually feel as if that was the greatest match of my therapist now we did have really you understand thorough discussion but um there existed were long times when i would say certain things and
she would respond with something that was like super random or often she was you know react to what i said or like i don’t understand it simply didn’t look like she was extremely present um so i got a new therapist through the much better health platform and so when you are registering for a therapist you have to fill out like this questionnaire and they assign you to somebody therefore i completed the questionnaire once again um and it you have to go into you know well i entered into depth on my scenario and so that didn’t truly feel excellent to need to go through that process all over once again um however i was like whatever so that new therapist got appointed to me and then she sent me a message that stated you in fact ought to be looking for somebody who focuses on this i would motivate you to alter your provider so then i had to refill out the um survey once again go through that whole trauma of filling it out once again and after that i was assigned to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist however she still was responsive enough and so then i signed up for a video for Better Help Mental Health Subsidiary
It cost me 272 dollars and that was with the monetary aid um and the the one thing that i actually really taken pleasure in about um better assistance was the fact that i could talk to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i started doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i desired to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video choice and so when i did that um the chemistry and the relationship and all of the things that i felt like we built just wasn’t there and i didn’t.